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Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/21 to 10/27
  • CW: Dysphoria, mental health, questions about medication

    After spending the last couple of days in a depressive/dysphoric hole, I have decided to go ahead and try SSRIs, and to get an HRT consult scheduled sooner rather than later. Obviously, dysphoria and depression are two different things, but I wanted to know if there were any issues with beginning the two around the same time, and if it'd be better to start one before the other.

  • Is it just me or did the Democrats stop using "weird"?
  • They brought in UK Labor party strategists who have encourage the campaign to follow Starmer's example of trying to bring in conservatives, non withstanding that Starmer got less votes than Corbyn and only won because of Tory/Reform party vote splitting.

  • Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/14 to 10/20
  • I don't have an epilator yet, but I spent some time with a tweezer plucking hairs on my hand and wrist. For those with epilators, how bad does it hurt compared to tweezing manually (which doesn't hurt too bad).

  • Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/14 to 10/20
  • Bought a door-hanging mirror so I could properly evaluate outfits, and the cats are immediately messing with it.

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    Bulletins and News Discussion from October 14th to October 20th, 2024 - Paper Tigers
  • Even behind a FPV drone, the zionist cannot help but flinch.

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    Bulletins and News Discussion from October 14th to October 20th, 2024 - Paper Tigers
  • Slightly more seriously, perhaps a hunter-killer satellite platform to threaten Israeli/western orbital infrastructure.

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    I’m an Undecided Hobbit, Torn Between a Dark Lord Who Promises an Age of Chaos and an Elf Queen Whom I Just Wish I Knew More About
  • I know the article is a threadbare simile, but it more than misses the whole point of Galadriel's character in the books/movie. For even someone like Galadriel who meets this beyond-human ideal of beauty, purity and "goodness", the power of the One Ring to dominate life is so corrupting that it would simply turn her into a new Sauron. Which is why after failing to resist temptation, Galadriel leaves Middle Earth and goes into the West. If there's one point that is hammered in repeatedly throughout the Lord of the Rings, it's that such absolute power cannot be used for good, despite anyone's best intentions, and the only recourse is for it to be destroyed.

  • Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/14 to 10/20
  • Another inspiration for the punk outfit is that I was looking on Amazon for a choker that would fit me without an extender, and I found a set of studded ones with matching bracelets, so that's accounted for. For jewelry, where do you look/shop for that sort of stuff? As for earrings, I need to find a time to get my ears pierced by a reputable piercer, but I am also job hunting soon so I may wait a bit on that.

    Customizing clothes sounds really fun! Will need to look into that.

  • Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/14 to 10/20
  • Well, I have this (thrift shopped) black leather jacket. I was inspired by Vera Drew's outfit in this video (invidious link), and I was thinking of the same sort of mesh/fishnet shirt. I believe the tee is from Das Bootleg, so I could do that or another top. Would be fun to wear the mesh shirt over a brassiere or crop top, but I don't think I can pull it off right now due to belly fat. For the bottom, I was thinking cut-off black shorts (either denim or canvas) or a skirt. I have a skirt, and for the black shorts it should be easy enough to find either some shorts or pants to cut down. For shoes, it'd have to be some sort of black boots. Then I guess it's figuring out accessories.

    Looking at that, idk how goth/punk that actually is. Laying it out, it certainly doesn't seem super ostentatious, but I also don't want to spend a ton of money since I am working on loosing weight anyways.

    Aside: I almost got a mesh shirt a couple years ago when I put together a Harry Dubois cosplay for Halloween. In the future, Rule 63 Harry is a going to be fun. I still have the faux snake-skin heels for it.

  • Trans Megathread for the Week of 10/14 to 10/20
  • Initial consult for my therapist went well! We scheduled a follow-up, and I am looking forward to it!

    I also got a bra that fits. The cup is a bit big, but I have some sort of mastia due to my weight so I should be able to fill it out with some inserts. Idk how things are going to go as I lose weight/start HRT, but it's affirming for now. With that, I am working on assembling another outfit. I want to try something goth/punk. I will try to figure out some normal femme clothes eventually, but if it's in private for now then I might as well have fun as a baby trans. I also want to go to some metal shows again and it would be nice to not seem like a square.

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    Trans Megathread for the Week of 2024-10-07 to 2024-10-13 - ETR 600
  • I also have to work on my thesis defense that week, so wouldn't be able to get it to work regardless. May be able to do weekends in the future.

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    Trans Megathread for the Week of 2024-10-07 to 2024-10-13 - ETR 600
  • I wish that my time zone was compatible with yours. I really love the games you proposed, especially Delta Green.

    EDIT: Once my schedule frees up in the next few months, I would love to run some one-shots for Hexbear folks.

  • What's there to see in the Northeastern US?
  • I think that would work for the most part.

  • What's there to see in the Northeastern US?
  • There's plenty of places to visit in the US northeast/mid-atlantic, but all those locations is a lot of ground to cover. You'll be driving for hours upon hours, and it might eat pretty hard into your sight-seeing time if you're only spending a week. For example, New Haven to DC would be a 7 hour drive! And that's in pretty nasty/aggressive traffic. If you're just getting your license, you do not want to be driving in NYC (or Boston).

    For example, you could spend a week in D.C. alone: it would take days to experience the Smithsonian fully, and then you have all the other landmarks and museums and other attractions. Alternatively, New York City and Connecticut/New Haven would also fill a week.

    The other thing to note is that if you're vacationing in the northeast, you may be able to avoid renting a car if you'd prefer. This is the only region of the country with decent inter-city train travel (Amtrak), and D.C. and NYC have well-developed subway metros.

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    Trans Megathread for the Week of 2024-10-07 to 2024-10-13 - ETR 600
  • Dysphoria, transphobia/exploitation

    Tried looking up "transfemme fashion" on pinterest to get some outfit ideas, and while there were some things that were nice/fine, there was a ton of tr**/d***girl/femboy shit in that fucking feed from out of nowhere.

    I don't like Pinterest that much, but I do find it useful for aggregation and was hoping to use it to collect some ideas. Now I know that actually trying to see what outfits work for other trans women on that platform is going to be minefield at best.

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    Trans Megathread for the Week of 2024-10-07 to 2024-10-13 - ETR 600
  • On one hand, wearing a tank top makes me feel more femme. On the other hand, it reveals arm hair. On the third hand, women have body hair. On the fourth hand, my arm hair is too dark even after it's been shaved recently.

    CW: Reddit-tier bit.

    On the fifth hand, where are all these hands coming from! joker-gaming

  • Last night I hosted some American family friends, one's father was ex Navy Seal, now CIA, and the other's is an NYPD cop. What would you have said?
  • I would be kinda pissed if I was asked to entertain literal CIA/JSOC vampires and pigs, but probably would have done something similar at the end of the day. You probably put too much effort into it.

  • I am really conflicted
  • It is very funny to me that you ran into a libertarian so malformed that they haven't even read Rand. Where they a Rothbardian, a Hoppean, or did they get their political "education" from memes?

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    Trans Megathread for the Week of 2024-10-07 to 2024-10-13 - ETR 600
  • Watched the People's Joker on tankietube. Glad it was uploaded there, since I couldn't find a torrent elsewhere.

    Gave it 3/5 stars on Letterbox. I enjoyed it overall. Vera Drew herself is transition goals.

  • Slow Mafia - Slow Mafia (E1 Podcast)
    inv.nadeko.net Slow Mafia - Slow Mafia

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    The Company NASA's Hired to Build the Next Space Station Seems to Be in Big Trouble, Firing 100 Employees and Unable to Pay Bills
    futurism.com The Company NASA's Hired to Build the Next Space Station Seems to Be in Big Trouble, Firing 100 Employees and Unable to Pay Bills

    Axiom Space, the space company NASA picked to develop a private successor to the International Space Station, is in big trouble.

    The Company NASA's Hired to Build the Next Space Station Seems to Be in Big Trouble, Firing 100 Employees and Unable to Pay Bills

    With this project falling behind, and the reducing likelihood of delays in the Lunar Gateway/Artemis program, I think there's a good chance that NASA and the ESA will not have access to a space station following the ISS's decommission. It's not the only "public-private" partnership for an ISS successor, but I don't think the other candidates are making much progress either.

    I also thought that this quote was pretty amusing, and highlights the futility of trying to privately fund commercial station projects:

    >To bring in some much-needed cash, Axiom Space started selling seats for trips to the ISS on board SpaceX's Crew Dragon spacecraft.

    >It was also awarded a NASA contract to fund a space suit for the first crewed mission to the lunar surface, Artemis III.

    >But the suit appears to have been a massive distraction — not to mention a major money pit — from its plans to build a space station. SpaceX trips to the existing orbital outpost were also not a sustainable solution to Axiom Space's woes.

    >"Turns out that there's not a lot of billionaires that want to set aside their life for 18 months to go train to be an astronaut for the ISS," a former Axiom executive told Forbes.

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    Follow-up to old post about man-made horror: man-made horror has been commercialized and is also live-streamed. (Brain organoid computing)
    www.nwahomepage.com Brain power: Swiss startup powers computers with mini human brains

    Swiss tech startup FinalSpark is now selling access to biocomputers that combine up to four tiny lab-grown human brains with silicon chips.

    Brain power: Swiss startup powers computers with mini human brains

    >The lab is available to researchers 24/7, uses real human neurons and uses the Python programming language, creating a “dream bridge between biology and data scientists,” according to Jordan.

    >After accessing the provided login/password, researchers gain the ability to remotely send electrical signals to neurons and receive their responses. It is then the responsibility of researchers to devise optimal algorithms for controlling the behavior of the organoids.

    >Users can mimic memory function by using periodic electrical stimulation to reinforce synapses through repetition, thus making desired pathways stronger.

    >Researchers do this by training the organoids through a reward system. The organoids are rewarded with dopamine, the neurotransmitter responsible for pleasure (and addiction).

    >Meanwhile, as “punishment,” the organoids are exposed to chaotic stimuli, such as irregular electrical activity.

    >A live view of the biochips working in real-time can be found at www.finalspark.com/live.

    Still think it's kinda neat, but with clearly disturbing implications.

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    OpenAI looking to incorporate adtech into ChatGPT
    www.adweek.com Leaked Deck Reveals OpenAI's Pitch on Publisher Partnerships

    OpenAI's Preferred Publisher Program offers media companies licensing deals.

    Leaked Deck Reveals OpenAI's Pitch on Publisher Partnerships

    Very funny enshitification coming from OpenAI. In exchange for access to real time data, it looks like they're planning to bake in partner ads. Wouldn't be surprised if this becomes just as pay-to-play as Google search.

    >Details from the pitch deck

    >The Preferred Publisher Program has five primary components, according to the deck.

    >First, it is available only to “select, high-quality editorial partners,” and its purpose is to help ChatGPT users more easily discover and engage with publishers’ brands and content.

    >Additionally, members of the program receive priority placement and “richer brand expression” in chat conversations, and their content benefits from more prominent link treatments. Finally, through PPP, OpenAI also offers licensed financial terms to publishers.

    >The financial incentives participating publishers can expect to receive are grouped into two buckets: guaranteed value and variable value.

    >Guaranteed value is a licensing payment that compensates the publisher for allowing OpenAI to access its backlog of data, while variable value is contingent on display success, a metric based on the number of users engaging with linked or displayed content.

    >The resulting financial offer would combine the guaranteed and variable values into one payment, which would be structured on an annual basis.

    >“The PPP program is more about scraping than training,” said one executive. “OpenAI has presumably already ingested and trained on these publishers’ archival data, but it needs access to contemporary content to answer contemporary queries.”

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    Grok's Woke (Grok AI weights are released)
    x.ai Open Release of Grok-1

    We are releasing the weights and architecture of our 314 billion parameter Mixture-of-Experts model Grok-1.

    Obviously done so Elon looks like less of a hypocrite in his quixotic OpenAI lawsuit. However, it is notable in that it's the largest LLM to date with open and commercially licensed weights (314B params). It's way too large for any consumer to actually run, but having direct access to a model this big may benefit researchers looking into safety and bias in AI.

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    WKUK Old Folks Home

    RIP Trevor Moore

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    Moon lander set to land human remains on the moon is crapping out
    www.bbc.com Peregrine lander: Propulsion failure threatens US Moon mission

    A US spacecraft launched from Florida to land on the lunar surface encounters propulsion problems.

    Peregrine lander: Propulsion failure threatens US Moon mission

    Due to a power issue, it looks like the lander may now no longer have sufficient fuel to make a controlled landing on the moon. This was the lander that was set to carry human remains to the moon despite objections from the Navajo nation. Hopefully, this discourages any future attempts at such a stunt, since instead of a permanent mausoleum your ashes may instead be stranded in orbit or scattered amongst the moon dust if the thing crashes.

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    The TrueAnon game already sold out.
    Storm the Capitol available now | TrueAnon Podcast

    Looks like they're scraping up some more copies somehow, but it looks like the game literally sold out within an hour or so of going live. Must have either been a very small print run, or there are more irony pilled folks willing to part with ~$80 for what looks like a kinda jank roll-and-move game than I thought.

    EDIT: Apparently the additional copies have also sold out.

    EDIT2: If you actually want the thing, it looks like they are accepting pre-orders for an another printing.

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    OpenAI is a dead letter. Microsoft has basically bought out the company for $0.

    It looks like Microsoft's ambitions to completely cannibalize OpenAI is coming to pass. Apparently, Microsoft already has a perpetual license to all of OpenAI's IP (link), and owned all the physical hardware running the OpenAI GPTs. So now that they're about to acquire basically OpenAI's entire staff OpenAI literally has nothing.

    I think the interesting angle is the anti-trust angle. The board's ouster of Altman has essentially allowed Microsoft to strip OpenAI for parts without having to compensate the other investors or receive anti-trust scrutiny. It is a massive win for MS.

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    Top AI CEO who also made the weird eyeball-scanning NFT scam fired.
    www.theverge.com Sam Altman fired as CEO of OpenAI

    Mira Murati will be the interim CEO.

    Sam Altman fired as CEO of OpenAI

    My guess is that this is the beginning of Microsoft consuming OpenAI in its entirety. As for the firing reason, it's sudden enough that it's probably personal misconduct (i.e. fraud or sex crimes.)

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    Alan Wake - The Musical

    If the next Remedy game isn't 100% sung-through then they're sell-outs.

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    Tone Indicators
    github.com GitHub - benhamill/tone-emoji: A collection of emoji to help clarify your tone in the types of text-only environments that are so common on the internet.

    A collection of emoji to help clarify your tone in the types of text-only environments that are so common on the internet. - GitHub - benhamill/tone-emoji: A collection of emoji to help clarify you...

    GitHub - benhamill/tone-emoji: A collection of emoji to help clarify your tone in the types of text-only environments that are so common on the internet.

    There was discussion on trying to have tone indicators used more often on Hexbear to make the space more ND inclusive. This is a slick looking set of tone indicator emojis that could be integrated relatively easily. Having tone indicators as emojis might make then more convenient for users and would also make them stand out much more clearly in a post.

    Here is the list in this set: /gen (genuine) /hj (half joking) /ij (inside joke) /j (joking) /lit (literal) /- (negative) /+ (positive) /ref (reference) /rh (rhetorical) /s (sarcastic) /srs (serious) /? (what tone is this)

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    Sorry
    pawb.social [Defederation] hexbear.net - Pawb.Social

    - Instance: hexbear.net [http://hexbear.net] - Type: Defederation - Affects: Pawb.Social, furry.engineer, pawb.fun - Reason: Trolling, disruptive behavior, tankie instance, harassment and abuse towards instances defederating them. ::: spoiler screenshots [https://pawb.social/pictrs/image/0b922ebe-62...

    I just wanted to say mea culpa (partially responsible) to our furry users. I saw the thread and immediately thought of the Grover Pasta and had to post.

    Anyways, Slurp Juice V3 is in the works. I'm drunk right now, drinking for the first time after working (and procrastinating) on a paper for 3 weeks. Do not AMA.

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    JohnBrownsBussy2 JohnBrownsBussy2 [she/her, they/them] @hexbear.net

    Sequel to JohnBrownsBussy

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