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blashork [she/her] @ blashork @hexbear.net
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  • Okay, that makes sense. Yeag I heard from some other trans women that it takes some time to even out, and the first few weeks are the worst. I met someone who apparently takes it one week on one week off. I'll need to find a regimen that works and keeps things manageable.

  • yeah I've been wondering if it would have an affect on my libido but instead it's just... mood ;-;

  • Started prog recently, shit has fucked me up ;-; . Been spending a bunch of time jsut feeling like shit and depressed, crying in bed for hours. It sucks. When do I get used to this shit so it isn't so mentally turbulent

    When I started estrogen, I was crying a lot because it was like a mental barrier was lifted and repressed emotions could just flow out. It made me able to cry at like, anything, at romance movies, at sad moments in video games, at silly cat pictures. It was cathartic.

    This is just like someone put my emotions into a jar and shook it before smashing it on the ground uaaaagggggghhhh ;-;

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    I barely pick grass lmao, but I love weed cat so much

  • all my friends are online and scattered all over the globe so... teleportation

    that and like, super hacking and shit

    One of these days I'm gonna run a worm ttrpg for my friends (as in the really long web serial worm by noted homophobe wildbow), I'm definitely gonna have a self insert character who's a tinker that only works with tech other people have kind of abandoned or moved past. Like, instead of usb ports, all her shit connects with scsi and vga, her networks all use token ring, prolly owns a lisp machine, has her own versions of dos and os/2. That kind of shit.

  • yeag that totally tracks, my tits started getting really sensitive really quickly, you're good

  • fuck lol I forgor about the word filter. Does tranniversary get through? whatever I need to get pretty

  • I dont post in these megas often but...

    Today is my hrt removedversary. Gonna get all dolled up in a cute dress and put on some makeup and put some bows and flowers in my hair and then not go outside at all. I'll be staying in with my dear woof and watching some anime :33333 .

  • opening the linked thread like:

    Anyways I'm gay and transgender, so I've decided that from now on I'm saying that I'm transing my desktop.

    Jokes aside, going from repressed neutral boy clothes to vibrant and colorful girl clothes and makeup and feeling cute has been such a great part of transitioning. This is kind of how I see customizing my desktop now. It always comes with such boring dry defaults, so I trans her gender and give her a makeover and now my computer is all pretty. So I'm sticking with transing.

  • Thats november, formerly alice. You can tell it wasnt liam because there wasnt any soviet bashing or yiddishisms.

  • tbh you should prolly use pgrep instead of piping ps into grep

  • Happy birthday comrade

  • Needs a CW for racism. I'm gonna leave this up for another hour, if the cw hasn't been added by then I'll take it down. I'm not sure if this has been changed in a recent lemmy version, but you should still be able to edit it, once the cw is added I'll put it back up.

  • God, that long already.

  • games @hexbear.net

    sgdq is starting

  • Iirc they started at destrucroid like nearly 2 decades ago.

    I remember the classic days on the escapist, with the film videos as well and uncivil war with yahtzee, and also ryhmedown spectacular.

    Long live jimdependance lmao

  • Lot of people mentioning kde connect. I'm going to take a moment to clarify, kde connevts functionality is modular. you need the sshfs package for it to mount the phones filesystem over ssh. Once you've done that, it works pretty normally.

  • askchapo @hexbear.net

    Who is this? wrong answers only

    news @hexbear.net

    Akira Toriyama has died

    games @hexbear.net

    WB is finally taking Rooster Teeth out back and old yellering them

    games @hexbear.net

    GDQ opinions update

    games @hexbear.net

    btw gdq has started

    chapotraphouse @hexbear.net

    I need images to turn into stickers

    Unixporn @lemmy.ml

    Hey, we should all really stop using racist slang to refer to customozation

    games @hexbear.net

    started playing Baldur's Gate 3 yesterday