fmtx @ fmtx @lemmy.blahaj.zone

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A couple of ways of interpretating this maybe:

• curiosity of the sensation
• absolute pathos of just trying to feel something

"Oh I've just got a lot on my mind today."

Hot yoga

• Puzzles
• Reading
• Board games
• Video games
• Cycling
• Hiking
• Baking (especially croissants)
• Borking my Linux install
• Raspberry Pi tinkering

🎶She don't lie, she don't lie, she don't lie, AI🎵

Yeah that doesn't work at all 🤣

We are all ADHD Alice, tumbling down the rabbit hole.

Me: Laughing out loud at my own thoughts

My mom, furious: Can you please show some respect and decorum at your grandfather's funeral?

"How can you expect me to concentrate when there is one (1) empty coffee cup on my desk? I need to clean up this chaotic mess. It's Too LOUD!"

I joined Reddit thanks to 3rd party apps, and when they turned their back on them I was out too.

I used one of those automated programs that used the old.reddit API to overwrite all my comments. I took a break for lunch, thinking to delete my account afterwards, but when I came back my account had been permanently banned.

So it was definitely like one of those "You can't quit, you're fired" type of situations.

From time to time I visit the site because of search results, but from what I can tell, all the main subreddits are filled with bots reposting the same content from 5 years ago.

This sounds like an SCP.

Lately it's been a kaleidoscope of mourning for a past that could have been... So much questioning, denial, and self doubt. 😔

I'm in this picture and I don't like it 🐧

Real.

Yes, this is, in my limited but growing understanding, very normal behavior for us neuro-divergent types (ADHD, Autism, etc.)

About 6 months in and it's hard to say there has been any real progress. Lots of thinking about it for sure 🤔

shud i continue purchasin products to further create distance between the humans n the rich?

Ugh I feel this one. So many products available to express femininity 😍 just buy buy buy this commodified version of the self 😔

Need to somehow find a balance between hyper consumerism and "It's OK to buy yourself nice things sometimes."

Kind of bothers me that I am thinking of all the people I know and trying to estimate if they are an LGBTQ Ally or transphobic.

And voice training!

Meee