I worked for a gyne who did abortions and got the pathology reports. Every one said the same thing "the specimen contained spongy pieces of hemorrhagic tissue". It's so microscopic and it's absolutely not like what anti choice assholes claim it is. It is so insignificant.
Have the abortion. Don't hesitate. Get on with your life. It's what matters, not a piece of tissue. It's your choice and nobody else's. You deserve to be happy and safe and not forced to go through hell.
FWIW I'm Christian and still incredibly pro choice. Don't believe any of their propaganda. They lie.
My sister in law is an obgyn in Tennessee. She often remarks the socio-econokic conditions of her patients as the worst she has ever seen, and she spent years as an aid worker in Kabul.
I've driven through Tennessee and seen billboards from CPS that say "Don't cook, you'll lose your kids" (by cook they mean meth). Like they have to come out and say it that plainly, it's such a problem.