But then i wouldn't be around 
But....then i wouldn't be around 
Thanks comrade. Date was with another person outside my partner (poly type thing going on here). They seem really cool and I'd like to meet them at some point, but today would have been our first hang and i just can't/couldn't bring myself to do anything
Thanks for the thoughts. Since I work my own hours at home, it already feels like I do nothing, if that makes sense? I'll consider planning a day off when I make the money I need to to catch up on bills :)
Fair, but this has been going on longer than I've been doing this work schedule (been doing this about a month, issues have been going on for longer)
Haha, know that. Always been that way unless it's fucking blatant.
Been on my Lexapro dose for a few years now, I've heard SSRIs can stop working.
Im mostly just typing this out for myself, but I'll gladly read any replies. No promises I'll respond but I'll at least see it cause im fucking constantly online.
Am I depressed? Yes. I work 70 hours a week, and my gas is still gonna get shut off since i don't get paid in time to meet the minimum. I cancelled a date tonight because the idea of having to have 1 on 1 time, even with guaranteed sex, fills me with anxiety and get my heart racing in a bad way. I don't even feel like touching my partner anymore. It feels too much like an expectation to me, something I just kinda do to make them happy. I used to have a high drive, but it seems to have just disappeared over the last few months like a switch was flipped. No change in my brain meds (Lexapro and lamotrigine), hopefully seeing my psych next week.
I have no desire to do anything these days, and everything seems like way more of a chore than it should. By "these days" I mean as far back as my ADHD ass brain can clearly remember. So less than a year but more than 6 months.
I don't know what else to say here so I'm gonna end the post. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk, don't forget to like and subscribe.
They'd just be singing Hamilton songs on the steps of the building
If you have no money you should be working 24/7 to get money.
Good luck finding a place hiring now tho.
I am very smart 
@Dirt_Owl@hexbear.net pls check in so we no ur ok
hits blunt
coughs
stares at the camera
They will absolutely crush the west if they can release both at the same time. Juche gamers rise up
Throw in Jimmy Dore for nightmare blunt rotation
The Phonophobia LP is full of certified bangers
That is all
Lmao i remember everyone was up in arms about it and was scared DPRK would "retaliate" somehow.
West: Reagan was cool cause he won against authoritarian communism
Reddit: so true bestie 💅💅💅
Orange you glad I didn't say "this is the most important election of our lives?"
The world would be a more beautiful place, is what
Despite forgetting my meds earlier this week, i have bounced back mentally and want to spread some good vibes!
So, to that end, how ya doing? Been alright?
Purpose of this thread, for the newer folks, is just to open up a space to tell us about anything cool you've got going on, or vent if ya got something on your mind.
Remember, you are loved !Care-Comrade
For my own part, "worked" 85 hours last week, but got paid today. Am officially caught up on rent and my internet bill, gonna chip away on power and gas next. Once those two are down, I'll officially be out of the financial hole that unemployment put me in and can pay back personal debts! Have an interview Friday for another tech job, so I can stop doing the AI training thing if it pans out (but I'd still keep it up enough to buy a nice amp head >.>)
On a not so great note, I've been finding myself craving cathinone stims the past few days. Fortunately, i don't have the money or the sources, so that works out nicely. Another positive note - 8 months without booze!
That's really all with me. Hows about you?
Something sloppy and punky, not overly metallic, with left leaning lyrics?
I did not and now I feel like ass mentally and I'm just gonna wallow in it until tomorrow.
That's all I guess.
Yes, I'd get money for referring you, yes it's kinda shit work but it isnt hard or involved and super easy to pad time. Pays weekly with PayPal. Just basically rating responses from an AI to prompts.
Again, I don't wanna shill, but the referral bonus would help me out, and know a lot of people here are looking for something to help. They started me at $15/hour and there is hardly any human contact involved unless I have a question about something.
So yeah i guess holler if this sounds like it's something that'd help. I feel kinda scummy about this post since I would benefit too, but I just wanna pass it along to comrades if it's something needed.
Mods, feel free to delete if you want.
Basically, I dress like a punk rock Luffy these days. I was walking home with the corgi wearing my straw hat, and a family was walking past me. Little girl, must have been like 10 or younger, stopped in her tracks when she saw me. Her mouth fell open, and she started excitedly yelling "MOM! ITS LUFFY! ITS LUFFY!"
Made me smile and i wanted to share !wholesome
Made a jab online about an artist posting it, and getting pushback saying that since it's creation, it has been adopted by some communist orgs.
From what I can find, it seems to have been used by a French socialist party for a few decades, but nothing beyond that that isn't socdem parties.
So i guess yeah, anyone know of any full on commie groups that have ever adopted it?
I know this is some boomer tier shit I'm on right now, but im not gonna download snap or discord just to keep chatting, if you're wanting to talk to me somewhere other than an app I'll just give you my number.
I get WHY people would prefer it, keeping a little bit of their info private, but im still not downloading snapchat.
Also this is in the context of ENM/poly stuff
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