Oh fun! My story is a bit off the rails for this but I promise you it's all true. TL;TR Trigger warning: liberal parents were supportive of my trans little brother who came out before me but not of my nonbinary identity. Storywise, it actually makes for great tragic irony when you think about it. Anyways~
My FTM trans little brother (coincidentally out of 3 siblings, 2 of us are trans) came out to me by crying about his gender dysphoria (though he didn't use the language "I'm trans" because trans people were less well known at the time), so I (also trans, nonbinary specifically) told him about my gender dysphoria as well to empathize.
I thought he got the memo, but apparently he didn't because a bit later when he was discussing with our parents getting a name change, I also requested a name change, and was rebuffed by both my little brother and parents for something along the lines of "trying to steal his thunder" or smth. When I suggested the nonbinary name I wanted my trans little brother told me it was "still a girl's name," and my parents told me to be the bigger person. Regardless, the issue was glossed over and my parents supported my trans brother with getting a name change, a top surgery, and testosterone, meanwhile because I didn't want to get yelled at again I (again, also trans, except nonbinary) got nothing~ ❤️
At another point I told my mom I was nonbinary on a hike, and she was like "okay," but later she forgot it even happened?? And when I told her about it she claimed it never happened?? Gaslighting or she also didn't know what nonbinary meant and forgot it or it was a crazy fever dream on my part, call it.
At one point I did try again. I waited until my parents were on vacation at the beach and I had stayed home to call them to ask for a top surgery as well, with a microphone website recording the conversation on my computer. If it went badly, I wouldn't have to deal with the fallout. With the recording, at least I would have evidence in case they denied it happened again. Again, at this point I was somehow still "not out" to my parents, mostly because my entire family is socially braindead. Anyways, my mother yelled at me for 18 minutes about how I only talk to them when I want something (I wonder why).
I would probably summarize the issue my parents and little brother had in regards to my identity was not really accepting nonbinary identities as "real," even though they were left-leaning and accepting of binary trans identities. In context, this happened sometime around 2018 when trans awareness/acceptance was only just starting to take traction, but nonbinary awareness/acceptance was much more fringe. Additionally, my trans little brother was always more masculine presenting, but I was always more androgynous presenting, which probably made it easier for them to interpret me as feminine. Add to that "eldest daughter" is more of an integral social role than "youngest daughter." They also weren't really good parents in the first place, their terrible parenting gave my cPTSD & childhood amnesia up to age 12-14 or so.
My parents and trans little brother would eventually "come around," to being accepting (though they never actually apologized, that's how it is in my family you gloss over problems instead of addressing them), but after this point I was done relying on them for anything, so when I became an adult I got a name change without telling them (though they eventually found out), got off the family insurance plan, created my own credit card and bank accounts, got low-dose testosterone & top surgery again without telling them (I got top surgery with absolutely no support, paid for what insurance didn't cover myself, and walked to class the very next day on 0 hrs of sleep it was absolutely hilarious. 'Major surgery' my ass hahahahahaha igotreallyluckylol).
My parents still aren't the best about using my name & pronouns, but to be honest I don't really care because I'm still planning to go no-contact with them as soon as I graduate and get a stable career lmaooo
Oh, but when I told my friends in highschool about being nonbinary they were much more normal about it, so it's not all bad lol. Technically my story is also much better than being kicked out and left to be homeless on the streets, so I really can't complain 😎 👍
Yeah I know what you meant :)
I just got into an argument with my roommate group recently over egg protein and it was annoying me, and when I get annoyed I write long rants of counterarguments against ppl who aren't in the room.. Am I too much of a stereotypical vegan..? (T-T)
It's frustrating because as far as I have seen there is functionally no evidence to back up this cultural protein obsession we all have. Besides the inflammation, besides the cancer, besides the accompanying heart disease due to cholesterol, what is animal protein even good for?
'Is it somehow a necessary nutrient for us?' BZZZZT. Wrong. Dietary protein deficiency doesn't exist (the only possible paths to deficiency are leaky gut or malnutrition). Possibly the only reason to eat excess protein is if you're recovering from an injury, or something. The best way I can explain this is to that ignorant line of 'We nEeD PrOtEiN To bUiLd oUr mUsClEs,' your muscles have already been built and they largely don't need to be built twice, you do not need nearly as much protein as you think you do.
'Okay, but eggs are good for baking.' Can't you try, like, anything else? I get that people like using eggs over egg alternatives due to some obsession with living a default life where you only make default choices something about taste or whatever, but can't y'all just try alternatives like once? Applesauce, chickpea water, flax, chia, etc, there are too many alternatives for you to try one and lump them all together like 'oh but I tried flax but it tasted sorta off so I guess I have no options but to clog my arteries and send baby chicks to a meat grinder'
I was serious about the "default choice" thing. It's as if some people have a pathological need to live the most 'normal' life possible. It permeates every aspect of our society, from people worrying they haven't gotten worried yet to kids searching up the average age for a 1st kiss to discrimination against the LGBT to psych medication noncompliance to people in hard circumstances holding the worldview that everyone is struggling just like them, all because otherwise they're the weird ones, and being weird or unnatural is bad and icky, but being normal and doing what everyone else does is good and happy
It's just- so damn infantile.