DoomBloomDialectic [they/them, he/him] @ DoomBloomDialectic @hexbear.net

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ngl my personal opsec threat model when shitposting here is my IRL comrades b/c it would be deeply embarrassing if they learned about my long history on the site

stfu. not everyone who posts here has their brain plugged directly into every one of hexbears constant dramas, no excuse whatsoever to misgender people.

idc about "fashion" ""trends"" baggy pants will never look good on me, i will not submit. i'd either look like a schlub or a young teenager.

a looser/more billowy shirt i can fw though, that plus skinnier/slimmer pants fits the vampire twink vibe i often go for.

25 years old

plz, no more

i did used to love a good doodle and my gf just gifted me a lil notebook she made that would make a good sketchbook and/or doodlepad! i have dogshit fine motor skills so i don't think i'd ever be Good Good, but could be a fun thing to do just for its own sake

any of you crazy kids have any good ideas for what to do with work downtime besides doomscrolling & shitposting?? i'm public facing half the day and in a very cramped, not-private office the other half. sometimes i'll read at the front desk of the rec center i work at but that's very fickle and dependent on my attention span, levels of foot traffic, noise level, etc. doing anything creative is too vulnerable.

also @GalaxyBrain@hexbear.net sadly yes, that work complaint was taken seriously to the point that it was brought up at a staff meeting, multiple times now (ive since deleted the original post for infosec)

this is just fucking sad, even if a lot of the people featured in the story seem like pricks. such a triumphant victory of solipsistic self-worship over the transcendence that comes from genuine communion. that these people are so deprived of the divine, veil-piercing experience of genuine love toward and from another that they resort to feedback loops of mastrubatory ego affirmation in dimly lit locked rooms. or even worse, that they've felt the former but decided they prefer the latter on account of the bleak conditioning of our fallen, demiurgical world.

fuck this timeline, not gonna definitively say it's the worst but bottom 10%, EZ

post punk/goth rock redeem

bored, with nothing to post about. what even is the point!?!

final death to the DEA post for the month

reignited a dysfunctional short-lived romance this week because, well, last year everyone else got to do a Brat Summer and i know i'm late to that party but...why not me??

why not me, i say!?!

i feel this a lot

wtf just let the homies accessorize, if you pull off a sick look and some h8r calls you "pointless" that's on them tbh

i enjoy the part of breaking bad where the chud DEA agent gets his head ventilated. cant put my finger on it, just something about the cinematography

I wish we could like, easily find work once we get bored with our jobs and that that wasnt stigmatized and we could work like 20-40 hours a week depending on how we feel and free healthcare of course.

it is nice imagining a world that actually accommodates our difference on a thorough, holistic, systemic level....

yeah i think i'm gonna just give up on trying to have my adhd medicated. it was a nice few month window into what i'm like when i'm not just a brainfog zombie but these backlogs are intolerable. capitalism should just turn me into fucking hamburger i'd be more useful to it that way.

fuck this shit man i hate this shit so fucking much.

did an enerdgy drink in the shower, i envy the dead

(psych might be able to send a 90 day script for my stimmies to my insurance's shit-ass mail service pharmacy, if i can pull through the nightmare of their waitlist and coordinating being home to sign off for the pills that would be a small w, i could maybe even swing skipping two days a week consistently and that would give me a really solid back up supply)

actually yeah, once against my better judgment i did a deep dive on old hexbear dramas because i'm mentally ill and dod was genuinely very funny. can't say the same for melina.

going to scoop out the part of my brain containing the deep lore on recurring hexbear trolls now and