Ever since I was around 16, I started to feel different. I had this urge to become really buff and more of a tomboy. While this itself doesn't indicate me being trans, and I was very much a woman, I then started to feel like I wanted to take testosterone at the end of age 16/beginning of age 17. However, I was still a minor and my parents would have thought (and I thought right that they would say this) that it would mess me up forever, even if I'd still be their kid.

Lately, I created a persona, a sort of manifestation of my thoughts: a persona named Oliver. He's how I express my urges and feelings. My feelings to be a buff prince or some sort of gentleman. I know I for sure want to take testosterone.