I'm giving up :(

I ain't doing all this spy bs. The more I think about it, the more avenues there for things to go wrong. Plus, I'm also going to have to visit Taiwan for important business, and I am not risking taking my hormones there because they have the death penalty and what not for "drug trafficking".

The whole logistics of hiding around my hormones then using them in secret just makes me think it's better for me to not even try. Plus, unlike what I thought at firsr, I am definitely getting mood swings from my schedule. If I want to avoid them, I need to speed up my schedule, increasing the risks of being caught.

So yeah, I will be off HRT for a while. Maybe I shouldn't be making this decision while drunk and on the tail end of my last hormone shot (been 10 days), but I don't feel like being sober right now. My dysphoria is at a high point so I really just prefer to drink instead of thinking.

Anyway............. the latest chapter of kagurabachi was a banger as usual.