Personal drama with local SJP and YDSA chapters

I've had a major fallout with them about a year ago and it seems like they still hate me. They refuse to talk to me no matter what. Personal drama is one thing but I'm absolutely a die hard communist and support Palestine with a passion so unless my local chapters were fully taken over by libs (although that might be the case, idk would not surprise me), I really don't understand why this is still going on. Especially right now with the genocide in Gaza. I'm even taking my Palestine flag almost everywhere I go so it's pretty obvious who I'm siding with. Do you guys have any advice in this situation?

I don't want to talk about the details of my personal interactions with them that led to this but separately from it, I once attended an event about the history of Israel that was organized by some of the Jewish organizations here so I'm afraid they may perhaps think that I support Israel now and that I'm some sort of a spy looking to find dirt on them or something like that? I wish I never attended that event.