ANOTHER EDIT: hmm i think i was being too hyperagressive with this post, i really didn't wanna make anyone pity me, i'm so sorry. i will not delete this post, however i will try and refrain from creating post similar to this one in the future. i was not trying to be pitied. i was trying to post a thing where people say
woah, so relatable!! no way, you got it right on! nice shot!
but it ended up pulling peeps who are super nice, which is gud, but also made me unreasonably comfy.
if this post were made by someone else, i would totally join y'all and i'd comment
you are literally trolling, u seem super comfycozy an i really hope u find a someone peep who can have the sit-and-drink-tea with u <3 <3 <3
but i cannot with this one! cuz this is my own post! aaaaaaa
but woah that video - it applies to me way too much, even tho i was not on social media platforms that much before the lemmy. and i feel comfy here with peeps like u <3
I wasn't referencing that video, or 4chan for that matter. It's more that brainworms is a good term to describe any irrational thought process that empowers self hatred and destructive behavior. The earliest I remember hearing it was Pink Floyd's The Wall:
but i would love love love to be like fluttershy!!! i really wanna be nice and comfy to talk to, i wanna be able to be comfy to be around.
I also wanna be soft-spoken and sweet and and i wanna make you happy and i wana make people happy who are around and i wanna make i wanna wannaanana make people enjoy their time when i am there.
i dont need to be important, it's just important that people are okay with me around. i wanna be like a small spoon. not big, not trying to steal the show. just serving as a reasonable utencil for eating ~ ~ ~ ~
butttt!! 1 - -- !!! i'm not force-fluttershying, i WANT to be like fluttershy!! nobody is forcing me to, i just think that she has a good character which is worth striving for!! <3
fluttershy is SO amazing.
there is this one episode where an evil minotaurus comes over and she wans to have more pulling through powers so she asks him for som help. an he goes AAAAAAA and yells at her and gives her an example of how being selfish can be good for u.
then, naturally, fluttershy thinks that this person has a good point and becomes eivl over the course of the episode. then at the end, she realizes that she had become evil only because of something she wanted. she locked herself away in her room (with help of sweet buni <3 ) and told others that she will not come out because she would hurt her friends.
obv in the end she realizes that this is a bit overdramatic and she turns back into being a nice comfycozy person, but that was SUCH a good edpisode!! <33<33<<3<3<33<3
My point
fluttershy is a flawless character and if everyone were more like her, we would have zero problems.
the "flaws" which are shown in the episode are not her acting bad, they are about others acting bad to her and then her not knowing how exactly to handle the situation while still trying to achieve a comfy outcome for everyone.
if everyone were literally fluttershy, we'd literally not have wars n stuff.
no one would be left out or behind, there would be no evil selfish people who wanna take all the stuffs for temselves.. imagine the world we would live in !! <3
it would be SO much better and anda dndnad we would invest into the most reasonable and useful things instead of what makes the most moni
hmm well i try to be one so i can be one of the peeps who actively say
i love listening to people babble
but unfortunately i am not there yet.
it's hard, i have come to just sit and nod and give interest-affirming sounds like ah - mhm and ooh right ~ but those might sound fak!!11
also thanksies for commenting on the post, it means a lot to me!!! <3
awwww thanksies!!! hmm maybe i should not post these kinds of posts cuz i fell like im pulling the wrong types of responses ...
kinda exactly what i say in the post, where i don wanna make peeps feel uncomfy an so i avoid big sad posts.
see, hmm maybe this is a good idea. i was really not trying to pull pity comments, which, i understand, yours does not clarify as (yours is just a super comfy nuu u go and get invited to tea perties or else >:3 comment i think).
nunununun!!! that can't be!1!! please what can i do to help u qwq
EDIT: Actually I am fine alone, im an introvert so it's fine. being alone is a good time for me. i program stuff and that makes me happy, because of the program-something-and-get-it-to-work loop I have with Godot Game Engine.