I haven’t competed since the last time a high school phys. ed. teacher made me, and I never really cared if I won or lost. I guess I’m on a no salt diet.
Every time I lose in online 1v1 games. I have Rejection sensitivity dysphoria and it's probably what's making me extremely salty on loss. I literally cannon bring myself to say 'gg' in most cases but I I'm mostly angry at myself. I avoid saying 'gg' only when I win either as I feel like like a hypocrite.
Funnily enough, this doesn't affect me in boardgames