My partner and best friend, the fact that I'm off work for the next few days, that I've got stuff in the fridge to whip up some ramen because that's what I've been craving!
Nothing really. It's been a downward spiral. I'm alone (live with my family but I don't connect with them) and don't have any type of relationship outside them.
I had a similar reaction to this post title. Firstly, don't give up. That's the most important thing.
If you haven't already, I'd highly recommend seeking out psychological treatment. Your attitude is not necessarily novel but a strong indicator that it may be helpful.
If you don't "click" with the first person you see, don't be afraid to find another.