Money for food and psychiatrist appointment

Hii friends, am sry I'm back here begging for money again xwx

My teeth rly hurt rn, it just started suddenly for some reason a few hrs ago so forgive terseness or vagueness, my spoons been very low past few days :( It feels like its one of my wisdom teeth, this has happened before so hopefully it just goes away like the last few times bweh

I'm rly hungry and only have a little bit of slop left to eat..... I am now pretty certain the family I live with has been intentionally buying mostly food I can't/won't eat (meat, animal products slop, the mayoest cracker food, etc) cuz they kinda hate me

I've just been eating like.... peanut butter and crackers and pita chips lol, besides food my bf and friends give me or stuff from food pantries but I'm rly bad at managing all of it or cooking or going to food pantries for the 2 hrs they're open or whatever :| I haven't rly been worrying about it for some reason but I'm actually at the lowest weight I've been at in years (not the worst cuz I was kinda overweight before anyway). It just sucks being hungry a lot of the time

I'm starting a new job soon (another horrible treat servant job, fml xwx) after a while of being unemployed so I will hopefully have money again soon but I would rly rly appreciate if someone could help

I also got a psych appointment in a few days and after they hit me with a massive surprise bill I barely managed to pay they made it clear they want the copay before they see me again and if I can't pay I will probably have to just go off of my meds :|

My cash app is $paxxap and I also have a Paypal but you would have to DM for it cuz that one doxxes me :/

Anything would help, even like 4 dollars means I can walk to a gas station and buy some instant ramen lol

Ty for reading <3