PaX [comrade/them, they/them] @ PaX @hexbear.net

Very tired nerd who loves to yap

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Maybe I have no idea what you're talking about just cuz I've never worked in an office

I'm sorry, I'm not gonna sanction acting like a creep because you're autistic

Not what I'm saying so there's no need to performatively apologize for your ableist language using that interpretation

If you build up this relationship for months in your mind

This is just a terrible idea no matter where you are

Idk I'm checking out of this convo now

Ugh xwx

Oh you don't like people posting online about you and your activities for months on end?

At a certain point, which has been passed far too often, it's fr not okay :|

Be normal

BE NORMAL

just ask them out to get over it quickly and remember that the longer and weirder you make it the more likely you could lose your job in a worst case.

You're not Jim and Pam in some slow burn romance. Crushes are for people under the age of 18

Hexbear.net having a normal one

Im os fuckin normls god i love being normaal*

I dont even know, I just don't have issues with being creepy around ppl I find attractive or am crushing on or have been dumped by, I don't have to repeat mantras about "shitting where I eat" and "being normal"

How is every thread on bear site about this topic like this aaaa im recieving wayy too much psychic damage from this thread relative to how little sleep I have got in last 72 hrs

*Edit: to be clear, I say this as an AuDHD-haver cuz the "being normal" stuff rly bothers me sometimes cuz it's so often just veiled ableism, idk what to make of it in this case entirely but yeh

Site cultural revolution remains unfinished tbh

I mean this unironically and I'm not sure where we should go from here

If you wanna talk more about it I would listen cuz I'm not sure I was around for it (or I didn't notice?? I have gone through periods of total mental breakdown from loneliness and internet brainrot xwx)

I expected this to be about Melina

I would also like to express my sympathy and solidarity for anyone with a conscience trapped in that particularly psychically disturbing concentration of capital called $$ilikkkon ValleyVolk-ey

Okay ngl, I see "tech company" and "California" and assume that place is where it is but still

"Noooo my restaurant's website needs to be made of 200 MB of Javascript that you need 10 trillion CPU cycles to decode and turn back into its natural form: like 30 lines of text that go like "Sugar slop - $23.99" but it's made of like 729 DOM elements that causes screen readers to crash and delete themselves from your hard drive and also reformat your C drive. Clearly you didn't invest in ChatGPT Pro's OCR capabilities"

Return to menu.txt

Fuck it, if you rly want some structure do

<menuitem>

<name>

</name>

<price>

</price>

</menuitem>

The bourgeois fear actual labor so much they have managed to abstract away so much from..... simple machine-parsable languages that some guy can just write once and be done with it's like we're back in 1996 with

<table>

Half the sites I visit now make me crack hashes to get their web proxy to even let me in cuz the bourgeois were not even satisfied with incomprehensible Javascript framework async await (we have forsaken SMP in an era where the CPUs are not getting that much faster despite the best efforts of the Israeli and American MIC drone controller computer engineers to make them even more unreliable and nondeterministic) webscale sludge code, now we have to do vibe coding statistics garbage-in-garbage-out magic (wowww, the products just make themselves, no labor in sight!!!!)

Bump <3

reason: racial slur

Every time x3

Bonus: measured response under a post about a keyboard lmao

I just want some reasonable freedom to say what I want.

What do you want to say?

Bump <3

I think i left u on read last time we spoke xwx

my life is like a spoon collection, scattered, spoons everywhere yet not any for me to use

Many experts say they even have an industrial plant that reduces the costs of all their military units and a cloning facility that doubles all the infantry they train, as well as dangerous tesla coil technology and giant squids

<3

I didn't forget about our Yugioh thing btw, I still want to if I can find the spare spoons sometimee

I would also play with you if you want :3

Lemme see if I can get edopro to build on my system

I haven't played Yugioh regularly in yearsss but I still love it

too tired im only can be floppa and puppy today

Ah, well, nonetheless, the horrors demand humanness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bweh xwx