Autistic Spectrum Experiences

July 2022 obstructed lawsuit against northwell 23 hospital monopoly actively participating in and endorsing parents' racist hate crimes. I was born with a developmental disability speech impediment, difficulty hearing but never hallucinated nor attempted self harm and only defended ex and dog rarely against their aggressive weapons. https://controlc.com/a9efa1fe

I'm supposed to be able to live in the current era without spectrum of years

Many nations: Rent/Housing perspective/10 years ago?

!autismexperiences is redundant; !autism can include experiences of autism.

I wouldn't be able to moderate for long though.

Me? Yes.

When I was trying to get a girlfriend (I'm not anymore) back in middle school and freshman to sophomore year in high school, I had an idea that asking out multiple people would increase my chances of getting a date.

I thought I was so clever when I thought it up.

I think that independence is overrated; the only way to attain proper independence is to live off the grid.

Just moving your shelter from your parents doesn't give you independence; it just shifts the care taker of the shelter. You still have to rely on other people not killing you.

When I look at legal work; my brain just shorts and feels like giving up; I believe executive dysfunction is at fault.

It takes so much time to do legal stuff; I'm thinking about getting someone else to do it for me, and I'm only 17.

• For some forms, there are legal punishments for not filing them properly; there is even a e possibility to be prisoned.

• It takes so much time to deal with legal stuff.

I still have a vote registration form left over because of that fear.

How do neurotypicals manage to deal with legal stuff (without getting repercussions for messing them up)?

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It's the same issue with employment; even with a union. I have not been employed though.

• There is a risk of being abuse; the risk is large in the US.

• Office politics is convoluted.
• I may have to try to deal with abusers and manipulators.
• Work seems so tiring to me.
• I think that I would struggle to reach out for help if I need any.
• I might struggle to respect and hold boundaries; I struggled with respecting boundaries, most of them pertaining to romance, as a child and teenager.

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Finance is super complicated too; so much stuff to do that my brain paralyzes. There's manipulative people that would attempt to financially abuse me.

I don't think I have the skills to deal with that yet.

I wish I could live in a distributist society where finance is automatically handled. ☹️

• So many currencies to deal with.
• So many forms.
• So much education.

This stuff makes me want to get a platonic marriage so that I don't have to deal with the prospect of doing this stuff. (Romantic marriages fail because romance does not last long.)