Octagonprime [she/her] @ Octagonprime @hexbear.net

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Yeah that all sounds like a possibility. I was going to say thankfully I work without actual coworkers and not in customer service anymore but unfortunately I probably am picking up a second job at some point to be able to save up . Haven't had interactions with spiritual entities since my psychadelic days but you never know

Also I remember you saying to me before that my post could have been from you 7 months earlier,since you are clearly my future self you should tell me what I have in store the next 7 months, and maybe the winning lottery numbers

It's amazing my brain just works better and my skin is so soft and my titties are starting to exist , no complaints here

The other reply got it. Basically went to PP told them I'm trans and got hormones the same day. One time I actually felt lucky to be in the great Satan

Shout-out to the people who encouraged me when I posted in the trans megathread when my egg was cracking like 7-8 months ago. 6 months on hrt now and Im so much happier :D

I feel so validated

Unkillable angel is so good and came out right when I got out of a mutually toxic and destructive relationship and that shit cut deep

If I wanted to be told to kill myself by some asshole I have the internet I don't need the doctor

2 weeks until I start HRT, I feel like I'm moving really fast since my egg cracked like 2 months ago but when I really look at it I've known for years and years and just suppressed it and I wanna feel happy about myself. Excited and anxious but honestly I'd start today if I could

A steam friend I played cs with a couple of times randomly gifted me webfishing a couple days ago and I'm so grateful. Being in queer spaces that are also small enough for me to not be too wrecked with social anxiety to participate in them is great and I already am making good friends and that's somehing I really needed. Just yesterday that same friend told me she's just started HRT and we hadn't talked about our gender and I came out to them as well but I think they already had the vibe considering trans people generally clocked me very easy before I even knew myself lol

Beautiful metaphor for the spontaneity of revolution , love it

There's only been one way out the whole time. Organize. For. REVOLUTION. That doesn't mean stash some guns with your friends who are already leftists (not that that's negative) , but organize your community, being more people into the fold ,study revolutionary movements. We build the movement or we submit to the death machine, and we keep revolution as the goal in mine or we become harm reduction liberals and never reach liberation

Thank you

I just want to be held and told I'm ok.. ill try my best

Its that im scared of how others will view me and treat me because I'm surrounded by transphobes and because of what women have to endure in general. And I know I don't have to it's the uncertainty of not knowing myself that's getting to me , and I don't know what's wrong with me and why I feel so awful and I think not being ok with my gender identity as it is now is part of it. Per other posters I'll take little steps and try things and start thinking about myself in different ways and try not be apprehensive about it

That would be nice...