I'm pretty sure Gaetz looks like that because there's a tiny, evil extraterrestrial inside his skull driving his body around like that character in Men in Black.
One of my friends quit IBM not too long ago. From the stories he's told me, it sounded like almost everyone there spends all of their time and energy blamimg others for failed projects and unhappy clients.
I put off getting a sleep study for over a year, because I'm a fucking idiot. Once I finally did one, it was life changing for the better. They have in-home versions, or (better, IMO) just get one done in an overnight clinic. It's super easy. There's nothing to fear. Just do it..