My main motivation to live is to live long enough to see my abusive family members die. Its so hard to go on, but I really want to see my enemies die. I'm thriving on the hatred of my enemies.

I hope you can get to the point where you no longer give a crap about those people and find a way to live for yourself or someone you actually care about.

That said, spite living is still better than not living at all. I wish you a chance at a happier life.

Best revenge is a life well-lived.

Do not let them live rent-free in your head.

Apply for a job far away and never look back.

Maybe you should get pets. They keep me alive. How could you leave them when they love you so much?

What about seeing them driven before you and hearing the lamentations of their women?

I feel like I have two reasons to live: infinite spite against the capitalists, and to work on technical stuff so we can technologically do a solarpunk anarchist society [1]. Currently having a "spite" day today, but at least lately I've been having a productive month.

[1] We technologically can and should do anarchism now. It's more the "solarpunk" part of that.

Im like the opposite. No offense to you guys but im to good for this world and its getting worse. I hope my enemies live a long life unless humanity/society gets a whole lot better.

i don't have anyone who I care enough about in my personal circles to hate them that much. apart from the people running our country and other dictators. i wish them exquisite pain.