Thoughts on reducing estrogen dose to form stockpile?
I'm thinking of taking my dosage of 6mg a day down to 4mg a day so I can stockpile 2mg each day in case of an emergency. Or maybe every other day to stockpile 1mg each day.
I'm worried though about it negatively affecting me mentally, but I also know that if I do run out and don't have a stockpile, it'll be much worse.
Or maybe I could ask my doctor to prescribe me extra so I can stockpile without reducing my dosage?
Anyways, what are your thoughts on doing this? I know Erin Reed recently put out an article which mentioned it being done (which is what inspired me to make this post).
You'd be better off simply buying extra on your own. I can't share where I get mine but I'm sure you could find a supply for you to stockpile in case you need to DIY in the future.
Thanks for the reply, I know of where I can get DIY, I'd just rather not get DIY unless I absolutely have to. I do have a small stockpile currently that would probably last me long enough if I needed to wait for DIY to arrive in the mail though.
I've never been able to get it the official way because the perverted doctor and therapist I was seeing really wanted to see "a man pretending to be a woman" and required I dress and act like a woman to get it. I wasn't willing to humiliate myself for them (I still have dignity) so DIY for me.
Talk to your doctor. Reducing your hormones and creating instability in your well-being is not worth the small amount you might stockpile by that method, especially in this moment where you need all the help you can get.
Also, if you switch to injections, you can ask for a new vial once a month, since drawing from the vial can compromise the rubber stopper and so for safety reasons it's justified to get a new vial once a month (a compromised vial isn't sterile). If you use a smaller gauge needle (like 21G rather than 18G) to draw from the vial, you can reduce risk of coring the vial and this can be a means of safely using the whole vial and stockpiling the extra.
Thanks for the reply. I don't know very much about injections but I'll ask my doctor. I do have a few questions though about how to stockpile with them. From your reply, my understanding is that they are only used for a month, but if I use a smaller gauge needle I could use them for 2 months, which would allow me to save every other vial? Is that correct?
To clarify, I think it's most common for people to open a vial and use it until it's gone. Most people don't throw away their vials after a month, though if there is a reason to suspect contamination you should throw away the vial. My point was just that most doctors will feel comfortable writing a script that lets you buy a new vial once a month under the pretext that vials used longer than that can get contaminated, especially if they are cored. It's a plausible and reasonable excuse to get a Rx that lets you stockpile, even with a doctor that might otherwise not want to enable stockpiling.
As far as how long they last: the vials of estradiol valerate I get are 100 mg in 5 mL of oil, and I currently inject around 9 mg per week (a relatively high, monotherapy dose), so a vial lasts me almost around 11 weeks or 2.5 months. The next vial I open is just whichever one expires the soonest (First In First Out). Since I buy a new vial once a month, this means I keep accruing a back stock while using up my oldest vials. I'm currently using a vial I opened in September but bought in April.
So it's dependent on your dose, whether you accidentally core your vial, and other factors as to how long a vial will last you, but this method should still help you have a regular excess that you can stockpile.
Besides stockpiling, injections are a better way to get the estrogen anyway. If you haven't already, I recommend this guide which covers differences between routes of administration. tl;dr only around 5% of the dose of oral estrogen ends up in your blood stream, most of it is filtered by your liver and it's a very poor way to get estrogen in your body. The effects on the liver in the long term might contribute to blood clotting, strokes, or cardiovascular events. Injections don't have these downsides, most of the dose ends up in your bloodstream and it doesn't tax your liver or contribute to a health risk (besides the typical risks any injection might carry, such as infection at the injection site if you don't follow proper procedures like reusing needles and so on).
I recommend subcutaneous (subq) injections with a small gauge needle like 27G because it's relatively painless and fool-proof compared to intramuscular (IM) injections. You will essentially need these things:
0.5 mL syringes (look for ones without needles and the twisting Leur-lock connection type)
27G 1/2" needles for injecting
21G, 23G, or 25G needles (1 1/2" long is fine) for drawing the oil from the vial into the syringe
alcohol swabs for sterilizing the vial, and for swabbing your injection site
bandaids for after injecting
As I mentioned before, drawing with a thinner needle (23G instead of 18G for example) reduce the chance of coring your vial.
Homebrew vials last for around a year. Per my understanding they have higher concentrations than what you'll get from a doctor, but even so I'll bet they last several months
I've done this before. It really depends on how far into transition you are, obviously not recommended.
I'm as terrified of losing access to my healthcare as you are. My plan right now is to try to switch to injections since they're easier to stockpile. I also want to ask my Endo for a double dose, explaining that it's just so I can stockpile.
Thanks for the reply! I'm a few months over a year in. I did recently get my e prescription filled, so I'll probably have to wait a bit, but I do agree that switching to injections is probably a good idea since they seem easier to stockpile.
Reducing your dose in order to feel safer is a bad idea. Why not instead focus that anxious energy on educating yourself in a new science hobby? There are many interesting projects involving estrogen!