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  • Me in the shower in my late 20's watching all the remaining open doors to possibly achieve my dreams close right in front of my eyes (because my dreams need money/food to happen) 😭

    • Go to college. Take 1 class. Find a community. Find a different one. Or another different one. Find people you like who like you.

    • What are your dreams?

        • Record/produce/write music, particularly extreme metal. Already achieved some of it on last year. extremely small scale before I went to school for electrical engineering. But I really want to "go pro" and work with other people, build my own studio from the ground up, and bring some technical rigor to music production. For this, I really need independence more than money, because I don't think I could find a job in engineering if an employer knew I had such a background, but money ---> independence.
        • Design and build professional audio software and hardware with open source code and open hardware. To that end, I got a degree in electrical engineering and I am taking a digital signal processing class this semester, although I already taught myself all the mathematics and built an audio equalizer last semester based on that knowledge. I've already started learning the JUCE library, but I haven't had the time lately to do stuff.

        For the above two, more than straight-up money, I really need space to set up a studio, and free time to do it. I even have enough gear to get back into it once I get space. But to get space, I need money. I also need money to fabricate PCBs for the types of boards I want to build (lots of mixed-signal stuff that a breadboard could mess with).

        • Smash capitalism and the State. But IMO I don't make for an effective mouthpiece. I feel I will be more useful paying bail bonds, giving comrades a place to crash/lay low, and providing monetary support for Food Not Bombs, Four Thieves Vinegar Collective, Anarchist Black Cross, etc., once I get a job.
        • Smash fossil fuels and contribute to renewable energy, preferably with an emphasis on distributed power generation. I can't say too much without doxxing myself, but I'm doing some academic research into how renewables interact with the grid.
        • Learn as much math, physics, philosophy, and history as possible so I can "try stuff" easily. I'm currently a lot farther ahead on the first two.

        • It sounds to me like you're flourishing?? Like, I get that money is an impediment, but with your skills you are at least able to earn enough scratch to probably achieve a lot of this, especially if you can connect with the right folks.

          Just don't get trapped by big paycheques of private sector that are likely to come your way. They can rob you of your 2 to 3 best decades if you aren't careful.

          You sound like a real cool dude and if I knew you irl I would be mentally drafting up a plan to trick you into being my friend.

          • It sounds to me like you're flourishing??

            I appreciate the sentiment, but it certainly feels like I'm not. More accurately, I really feel like I'm not flourishing in a sustainable way. Sure, the next three months are going to be a lot of fun doing research and finishing up my graduate degree, but what about six months from now when I'm a washed-up graduate with no job and no school again?

            but with your skills you are at least able to earn enough scratch to probably achieve a lot of this, especially if you can connect with the right folks.

            I applied for over 300 jobs last year with zero offers. I'm autistic and I really have a lot of trouble socializing with people, so I really haven't been able to connect with the right folks for the most part.

            I would be mentally drafting up a plan to trick you into being my friend.

            I mean my DMs are open 😆

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