I have a hard time convincing people not to pay me back to the point where I actually get really annoyed. Constant unending "oooh i can't accept blah for free blah blah blah must pay you back blah blah" SHUT UP SHUT UP
I don't like owing debts to anybody. I've known people to try and hold me over a barrel over things they've given, all the way up to people I've dated; as well as had my own generosity taken for a ride to the tune of ten grand poured down a lying cheat's gullet. I don't like letting the scale go in either direction anymore.
I understand but trying to convince people they don't owe a debt to me cos i can't fucking be bothered to care is very difficult. I accept repayment eventually in a very annoyed fashion. I don't care if x ditches me the next day i don't have the energy to give a shit i just do what feels right in that moment otherwise meh